is terribly
unnatural
and has
inexorably
led to the
world-beating
catastrophe
of the
nuclear family.
is terribly
unnatural
and has
inexorably
led to the
world-beating
catastrophe
of the
nuclear family.
"that it not only changes the present,
but that it reaches back with its dirty hands
and changes the past."
– Hilary Mantel, A Change of Climate, 1994
Death is the sound
of thunder at a picnic.
For me, it is the silence
of lightning at a funeral.
Zionist Warmongers attack Terrorist Tyrants.
Temu offers cheap diapers for geese.
Discarded clothes dumped in protected Ghana wetlands.
A single conflated neologism
can say a great deal about
our self-obsessed and infantile
culture of 'individuality'.
Everybody knows that the world's in trouble.
No-one cares what it's been through.
Everybody knows that the end is coming.
Let's fly to Iceland for the view.
Eighty years ago it was 'Now or Never'
and Never won for the profits it would bring.
Everybody knows that governments betray us
Deception's the most human thing.
Everybody knows that the boat is leaking.
The smugglers and the coastguards lied.
Every time you hear a politician speaking
You know that another species died.
(to be improved/continued)
CLOSED TODAY
DUE TO POLICE STATE.
Well, not exactly.
Three and a half days after Pussy Riot’s founder
occupied her "durational" installation,
entitled Police State,
the National Guard evacuated and closed
the Los Angeles Museum of Contemporary Art.
The exhibit was a facsimile from memory
of a prison cell from her incarceration
for the group's tastelessly dissident
performances and anti-Russian behaviour.
She remained part of the installation.
as a boy I carefully made
monastery ruins
and watched the incoming tide
wash them away,
no trace remaining.
What a grasp of things
I nearly had before
my painfully crude correction
from left-handedness,
the ugly start of my social training.
At school
we were encouraged to have
a Purpose In Life,
something worth attaining.
I never had one. Now knowing
that the best of Man is his ruins,
I would like to leave
life with no memory
of me remaining.
that there are two kinds of people:
the These and the Those.
My contribution to the
painfully long list of such
simplistic contrasts is that
in the Middle East and Ukraine,
we can divert ourselves with the first photo
of the South Pole of the sun.
surprisingly,
has little to do
with rugby*
or with buggery,
but with complicity
and secrecy.
*also known as rugger.
A very fine nude study of her lover
by Tamara de Lempicka, 1928.
It would have made a wonderful
sculpture, too. Could it have influenced
Henry Moore ?
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Rafaëla |
"something must be done right away
that much we know
but of course it's too soon to act
but of course it's too late in the day..."
read the rest >
of the poem by Hans Magnus Enzensberger
When I first checked my full name on Google
around 2002 (after uploading three websites,
but long beforeI had even heard of blogs)
I found only one other listed: a chap languishing
in Penal Servitude (Stateside).
But if I were to do it now, I would find that my name
is only slightly less common than John Smith,
Jean Martin or Kim Min-jun.
is the name of a snobby and totally impractical,
expensive cookware, made of enamelled iron.
I bought a saucepan in 1969 after reading
French Provincial Cooking by Elizabeth David.
The enamel stains and scratches easily, and chips
at the edges. The handle is necessarily
short and stubby. A good-sized LC saucepan
or casserole is very hard to lift:
Their most practical item (which I bought for a euro
second-hand) is a frying-pan for a single egg.
The world is what it is; men who are nothing,
who allow themselves to become nothing,
have no place in it.
Pretty good cover, too.
The blackbirds sing full-heartedly
in the dell below my balcony,
and I'm pretty sure that I'm the only
non-blackbird who listens.
is God, a swollen, totalitarian dream
– residing not in the sky,
but in the small eye of humanity.
Stars are not what they seem.
Word is embedded in sword.
We are imprisoned by gleam.
Deeply
ascending
to the dark enfolding
by the stark unwoven tissue
of a near-infinity of
silently-absorbing roots,
is how you become
when you lack a sense of humour,
which would enable you
to inhabit an envelope of irony.
lie between my micro-insignificant concerns
and the multi-universe of thousands of galaxies
and hundreds of thousands of planets
each, perhaps, with its own all-powerful supervising being.
Dark matter (we are told, as if by Moses
or Kim Il-sung) occupies 95%m (nice round figure)
of all the universes.
Astrophysics (I don't think we have been told)
has a 50% chance of being a very
particular conspiracy theory.
But if it is true, does it matter a neutron whether or not
Fusarium graminearum is a rather slow Gaian solution
to the unbelievably tiny 'climate problem'
on our inconceivably insignificant planet ?
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Fusarium graminearum |
It causes “head blight,” a disease
of wheat, barley, maize, and rice;
is classified in scientific literature
as a “potential agroterrorism weapon,”
and already causes billions of dollars
in losses each year.
It is, allegedly, being smuggled
from China into the USA (where else).
And could 'go back to bite them'.
It causes vomiting, liver damage,
and reproductive defects
in humans and livestock,
said a spokesperson for the FBI.
Eaters of oats, rye and other staples are not affected
Do I care ? The great, dear Leaders of Astrophysics
do not care whether or not I care.
Nor does the indestructible water-bear.
And certainly not the Universes.
Nor if I (somehow, magically) distribute the ebola virus
throughout this petty race of primates; kill, disembowel,
and eat the raw livers of everyone around me;
nor even if I tread upon an ant or blewit.
Even if the earth were erased tomorrow
to make an inter-galactic by-pass,
it is unlikely that any other kind of being
in any of the Universes would notice
or be able to intuit.
life is
brother death
ejaculating
and dying
is when everything has gone
except the feeling of going.
that is not possible to have
freedom of expression
without freedom of incitement.
Two healthy boys making sure
the sick one does not rise to infect others.
read article in Aeon >
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Triple burial at Dolní Věstonice, Moravia - 26,000 BCE |
I joined
The Defeatist Party of No-Man's-Land
from which Diogenes of Sinope resigned
a very long time ago.
50 youTubers fight for $1,000,000
The politics of the near future ?
The apogee of civilisation ?
The heart of 'charity' ?
The intelligence of randomness ?
The innocent evil of the Rights of Man ?
A 7-hour film
of a railway journey
with no sensation
of a train in motion.
I have no comment to make on a continuous
slow movie of a month-long moose-migration.
It's quite lonely inside a human brain
– which is why we welcome parasites
to suck away the pain.
(whose flowers are pink);
(Socotra is a Yemeni island in the Arabian Sea)
or Bottle-tree, Adenium obesum socotranum,
the Milky Way in the sky behind.
Two of the few strong opponents
of the fledgling 'soft' dictatorship in Hungary
are Mr Hungarian and Mr Goulash,
Magyar & Gulyás respectively.
I had hoped that Orbán
might mean something scary
like Bluebeard, or Jackal
(but, reading from an insert to the LP record sleeve
of Bartók's opera Kék szakáll we can assume that
szakáll is not Hungarian for Jackal,
and Wolf (a not uncommon surname
in many languages, e.g. McIntyre)
in Magyar being Farkas, a Hungarian form
of the Germanic Warg... Orbán
is just a surname. Mumus = Ogre, Bogeyman
is not.
But enough! I'll exit from this A.I.
rabbit-hole and admire the view.
The word for Shitface seems to be szararcú.
Why
are we the only species
to be expelled
from the womb
apparently bereft
and raging to
impose desert
and disorder,
make every distance
between two points
into a border,
and impelled
to concoct
grand myths
of origin and theft ?
In just a few years, BBC Radio 4 will consist of
nose-to-tail trailers for aspirational, imaginary programmes
merely presented by real Americans.
The corporation, which is facing fierce competition from streamers and falling licence fee income, has been targeting US audiences as it attempts to increase its commercial revenues outside the UK.
Lo! I was able to walk again
after a week of painful hirpling –
by swallowing Ibuprofen.
"To be alone is the only real revolution.
To accept that you're alone
is the greatest transformation
that can happen to you."
And, less philosophically,
from the normal crass perspective,
'company' in old age
may be of no use to you,
even if you were once a film star.
Who would have thought it !
Armageddon, Ahoy!
Meanwhile in neutral Switzerland,
the Land of Nuclear Bunkers
and bunkered banks...
the two most serious crimes were
the crime against the Holy Spirit
(suicide, committed by few).
and the crime against Nature
(anal penetration, practised by some
for preference and by many
as a means of birth control).
Now we realise that we are the crime against Nature
and the Sacred Spirit is a spiritual hole.
is, I think, mainly due
to the physical and moral claim
that some humans, like invaders
make on others
– as shared or private property
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portrait by Aimée Walton |
I bewail our terrible effect upon the world –
yet here I am experiencing a sort of ecstasy as I listen
via my electric and electronic sound-system,
the World Wide Web and the BBC,
to a performance
(attended by hundreds of people,
and broadcast two weeks ago from a great hall
in the middle of a terrifying city)
of Rachmaninov's 3rd piano concerto
played on a state-of-the-art Steinway
by a Norwegian who has flown in specially,
with an orchestra of dozens of highly-skilled
players, each carefully dressed
and with a printed score...
I'll moan no more.
has proved that it’s possible,
if you concentrate hard enough,
to think two things at once –
both that governments should be competent,
and that people, even business-people,
should be decent."
* a British political campaign group
delights me, for I love,
collect, and even decorate
'artistic', art-inspiring pebbles,
thus following a tradition
far more ancient and mature
than painted representation.
'to leave the world a better place'
implies a certain arrogance
and considerable ignorance.
I am wondering
what is the difference between
an Epilogue,
a Postscript,
and an Afterword ?
the urge to destroy that from which you feel excluded.
This urge, I think, is crucial to understanding politics.
Yet hardly anyone seems to recognise it.
Hardly anyone, that is, except the far right,
who see it all too well.
_______________________________
People don't seem to remember
that the Small Genocide in Gaza
(small compared with earlier Jewish,
Roma, Ukrainian, Tatar, Armenian
and Darfuri genocides)
would not be happening, if Hamas
(almost certainly pushed by Iran*)
had not carried out its ill-considered
and mis-targeted October attack;
nor would it be happening without the collusion
of European arms-manufacturing nations.
So, my answer to Arwa Mahdawi
is Nothing. What could I possibly do except
regret the long, inherent evil of mankind ?
*Iran's current, long-lasting régime is the result of the overthrow of its democratic government by joint Anglo-American action in 1953.
that the only things worth talking about
are the things that people refuse to discuss."
~ Michel Faber, 'Under the Skin'.
– Things such as Innate Evil, The Nobility of Suicide,
Inherent Stupidity, The Obscenity of Abattoirs,
The Cruelty and Destructiveness of Abrahamic Religions,
The Lunacy of Language, The Silliness of Sex,
The Hallowedness of Hypocrisy, The Isness of Badness,
The Arrogance of Architecture, The Sanctity of Shit, and so on.
Mr Faber and I are fairly close together
on The Spectrum of Other.
And I, too, wonder
if We're all the same under the skin ?
to imagine the end of the world
than to imagine the end of capitalism."
Fredric Jameson, The Seeds of Time, 1994
and re-iterated by Slavoj Žižek.
and treatment of wear-and-tear on my roof
by a sweet Portuguese handyman. So I looked
at some rooves on the world-wide web. But first,
a glimpse of mine.
like I remember a beautiful pullover
my mother knitted,
which got the moth of May;
and another one – like the socks
my mother knitted
and am wearing, darned, today.
was a Danish poet,
with whom I had a brief correspondence in the 1970s.
She wrote one of the most simple and 'stunning' poems
ever written, which I have translated:
ONE NIGHT, PERHAPS A MARCH NIGHT
With every passing moment
I die a little bit;
I carry death within me
through every year I live.
One night, perhaps a March night,
mild with mist and rain,
I'll step into the twilight,
bring dying to an end.
Måske en Martsnat
Jeg dør en lille smule
for hvert sekund, der går.
Jeg bærer døden med mig
igennem livets år.
En nat, måske en martsnat,
så mild af regn og tø,
skal jeg gå bort i mørke
Og holde op at dø.
Her 'crucial' last line, literally translated, is
And stop dying.
Alternative rhyming translations could be:
And stop the dying then.
And let the dying end.
And make the dying end.
Or the second verse could be altered thus:
One night, perhaps a March night,
mild with rain and mist,
I'll walk into the darkness,
invite death to desist.
of our overpowering and fragile
'Western Civilisation'
is the inseparable coupling
of its grotesque sexual obsession
and its infantile infatuation with love.
let us marvel at
Pope Leo XIV formally accepting the papacy
and looking as if he is reading out the football results to
the Monsignor on his right who is looking across at
the bored-looking (or petrified) Monsignor to his left;
the adolescent-looking Swiss Guards in their swell get-up;
the insignificance of the line of five humans below
the vast bronze sculpture (?) of a perfect adolescent male
rising out of a shrivelled, climate-changed Amazonian forest
(or a tangle of dried giant seaweed),
wearing a tastefully-arranged gauzy robe around his hips,
genitals and legs, and a bizarre piece of dinosaur
skull on one side of his coquettishly-cocked head.
He is very definitely not physically damaged by his
Crucifixion Experience – and definitely not dead.
are no longer changed by rational argument
but by friends, acquaintances,
'social media' and personal charisma.
an out-of-date term
(I remember it from the 1950s)
which aptly describes
the stupefied condition of most humans -
implies a retarder or retardant :
the education system or
normal family upbringing...
Unfortunately not.
I was re-arranging my bookcase the other day and (amongst other art books) found a joint publication from the Dublin and Belfast governments of Ireland, showing paintings from a travelling exhibition (Beyond Boundaries) of Northern and Southern artists, which was at Downpatrick in October 2005.
Most of the paintings were uninspired and uninspiring, but one which particularly caught my eye was a lovely fuzzy-mizzly 'treatment' of an Irish hillside in the rain, by a certain John Conway, born in Dungannon in 1967 and reportedly resident in Belfast in 2005. I went to the web to see what else he had done...and there was no mention of him, no paintings to see. No mention of the exhibition.
There is a millennial John Conway resident in Dublin whose pics are depressingly commercial, and a John Conway who produces Photoshop images (mainly of dinosaurs) – but the chap in the exhibition that I saw is without trace on the web. So are others from the same exhibition. Likewise his gallery, The Cavehill Gallery, which I remember from the 1970s...no trace.
So now I am pleased to give him Presence on the Web (if my blog counts).
whether the declaration of a wish
to leave the world a better place
is hypocrisy or arrogance.
to wipe their arses
and clean up after sex,"
study finds.
One was seen to wipe another's willy.
But do they wipe each other's arses ?