and World War One,
but not about the Holocaust
or the Moon Landing.
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NEO-NIETZSCHEAN NOTES
Dingo the Dissident
Tuesday, 5 May 2026
Monday, 4 May 2026
'Womaniser'
is a term applied to men,
though it could, in theory, be applied
to voracious queer women.
The female equivalent
seems to be man-eater.
Need I say more ?
In 1945
the Germans had a magic word:
Endsieg
(much better than the English
'Final Victory').
Of course, it never came.
And the misbegotten concept
has almost vanished from the earth,
even in Iran, even in the USA,
and (almost) even in Russia.
Moonshit.
'Transit'
in French
often has an intestinal meaning.
The Transit of Venus
springs to mind,
and through confused
but linear thinking
I imagine
this afternoon
that we might be
transitory results
of transits of the moon.
Sunday, 3 May 2026
'Almost every writer
changes my mind – that’s the point of reading.’
- Katie Kitamura.
*
Also from today's Guardian
two interview-questions for actor Juliet Stevenson:
Saturday, 2 May 2026
An apparently neutral word
can fire up a nasty industry.
Adult movies implies
that you're an adult
if you watch them.
'To have the jitters'
in French
= avoir les jetons,
which, going back to the 12th century,
= 'to have the shits'
but jetons are also tokens,
or chips used for roulette or poker :
another (and not the most ancient) connection
between fæces and lucre.
Friday, 1 May 2026
Three Kings.
Thursday, 30 April 2026
The French prison-van
was called panier-à-salade
not just because of the criss-crossed
bars but because, horse-drawn
on rough roads, the prisoners inside
were tossed about like lettuce
in a salad-shaker.
Wednesday, 29 April 2026
The Catholic Church in Ireland.
Irish travellers to eastern Europe before the fall
of the Berlin Wall in 1989
were struck by the sense of familiarity they felt
in cities such as Warsaw, Prague or Budapest.
And I, on the other hand,
a welfare-cushioned
Northern Irish Protestant, rather liked
a similarity of atmosphere in
Belfast and East Berlin.
*
How Proust can Change your Life is a brilliant book
by Alain de Botton.
How Priests have destroyed hundreds of thousands of lives
doesn't bear thinking about.
Tuesday, 28 April 2026
Cocaine.
(after a famous poem by Nina Cassian)
Call yourself alive? Look, I promise you
that for the first time you’ll feel your pores opening
like carp-mouths, and you’ll actually be able to hear
your blood singing though your genitals,
your nipples and your brain;
and you’ll feel sunbeams sliding
across your eye like the glitzy train
of a Hollywood dress. For the first time
you’ll be aware of gravity
like a rusty nail in your foot,
and your shoulder-blades will ache
for want of silly wings.
Call yourself alive? I promise you
that you’ll be deafened
by desert dust and filmy things
falling on the wormy furniture.
You’ll feel your eyebrows turning into two gashes,
and every false memory you have
will begin a sickening vibration of eyelashes,
a false regeneration.
Call yourself alive ? When we die we join
yet another queue, a line
signposted Utter Devastation.
The doorbell went at 5am. Six masked men were outside...
Rasmus Munk has been concocting a dish at his two-Michelin-starred restaurant in Copenhagen that will taste of detention under an authoritarian regime, the subject of the entire installation.
A scent has been commissioned, too: it will smell like a freshly dug grave in the Belarus countryside in late August, laid with rotting flowers.
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| Photograph: Anna Liminowicz/The Guardian |
‘It’s a rereading of the Sisyphus story’ …
Nicolai Khalezin from Belarus with his sculpture of banned books for the Venice biennale.
Monday, 27 April 2026
Atlas said :
before there were humans
the world was a pleasure
on my shoulders.
Now they have sprouted
silly wings, and my mind moulders.
The two westernmost European nations.
Ireland has a small army
but is not a member of NATO.
Iceland is a member of NATO
and has no military at all.
Sunday, 26 April 2026
What is 'feeling' and what is 'self' ?
I really don't know
if I feel that
I have a self.
I think that I only have
an intermittent consciousness
which exists on different planes,
each one a narrow shelf,
connected by very intermittent memories
like draughts of air or breezes.
Is that 'self' ?
*
"the line between fiction and reality has been diffuse in my life" >
What is the relationship between the constructs
of personality, character and our narrative histories ('pasts') ?
Not to mention continuous earworms and tinnitus.
In a mahogany cupboard
I have hundreds of CD and cassette
compilations that I no longer play
because I like to live in silence
though silence is as relative
and varied as regret.
Saturday, 25 April 2026
God's Work :
Child grooming, human trafficking, and psychological and emotional control, with former members saying that the wealthy world-wide organisation used private confessions as leverage against members, and drugged those under its sway – claims which Opus Dei categorically denies...
more >
Friday, 24 April 2026
I camped here overnight
with a beautiful man
in the summer of 1981.
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| Beaghmore, county Tyrone. |
Below the bogs and fields of the general area lie
"dazzlingly valuable seams of gold",
as well as significant reserves of silver, copper
and 'critical minerals including antimony & tellurium'.
At current prices, the known gold reserves alone are worth
at least £21 billion.
There may well be a connection with the many megaliths round about,
because there is also copper in the stone-circle country
of West Cork and Kerry.
Meanwhile, in New Zealand...
Back to basics ?
The short life of the world-wide web
will soon be ended by the hackers
and scammers...and other attackers.
Thursday, 23 April 2026
On a terrible, long-lasting dictator.
(There have been quite a few.)
"He was so evil
that I believe if he had been bitten
by a poisonous snake,
the snake would have died."
On the suicide of one of his
tens of thousands of prisoners:
'After yet another day of torture
he was dragged to his cell,
where he waited for his mother to go to sleep;
then he bit and chewed through his skin
and through the veins and artery,
to the bones of his right wrist.'
Before he died, not by suicide
but in a bloody coup, a dictator cried
"What have I ever done to you ?"
Today I talked to a chat-bot about Yeats and Innocence.
It wrote:
Your claim that “innocence is the first casualty of acceptable socialisation” aligns with a reading where custom/ceremony strip or manufacture
innocence—socialization replaces spontaneity and innocence
Indeed. Well put, Mr Botty.
Wednesday, 22 April 2026
Age and 'wisdom'.
It took seven decades
for me to realise
that people are not as they seem.
And another decade
to realise that many people
are the opposite of what they seem.
Part of the General Moral Collapse
of the USA.
"Having
already wrecked CBS News, pro-Israel MAGA billionaires Larry and David Ellison
are now on the verge of adding CNN to their right-wing media empire.
"As
if one Fox News wasn’t enough.
"Let’s
be clear: American media has entered an era of complete moral and institutional
collapse. And it’s not just TV news: Jeff Bezos is gutting the Washington Post
— including laying off every correspondent and editor in the Middle East.
"But
here at The Intercept, we’re fighting back.
"We’re doubling down on the hard-hitting, adversarial investigative journalism that has earned us a long and proud list of powerful enemies..."
Tuesday, 21 April 2026
A five-o'clock in the morning thought.
Google will soon be providing a
Find the Tune (maybe not so finely-tuned)
service whereby we will be able
to hum a scrap of melody
into a smartphone and have it identified
as the main theme of the second movement of
Sibelius' Violin Concerto (my favourite)
or the Brahms Piano Quintet (another favourite)
or the tenth variation of Rachmaninov's
Paganini Variations...
then play the original back to us,
directly into our brain, like an earworm.
Awesome!
Another thought, an hour later:
Earworms are poor music for the deaf.
Monday, 20 April 2026
Living in the Middle
of the End of the World
is much more fun than it was
at the Beginning,
when I was a child,
though we are slowly roasting.
The longest word in English
used to be antidisestablishmentarianism
(being against the unique constitutional status
of the Church of England).
But pseudoneuropsychopharmacologist
gets pretty close
and is more readily comprehensible.
Sunday, 19 April 2026
Saturday, 18 April 2026
Opus Dei, Vatican Gossip,
and the oaths of chastity & confidentiality.
The Cardinal said
to his sexy psychiatrist
'Down by the quays
the semen of seamen
sets me ablaze
makes me a real demon.'
(Has a large whiskey,
gets down on his knees
and urgently prays.)















