I would like to write in Rap

but I lack the fluidity
I lack the rapidity
the super-fluidity
and -ficiality
the distance from reality
the free association
the macho fixation.
Sure, I'm male, so I'm wrathful
but my anger is too thoughtful
to be acceptable,
'cause I'm a wussy intellectual
and long resigned to that.
I would like to write in Rap
- but not testosteronal crap.